Long time no blog folks. I need prayers, really bad. The last week has been very long and anxiety filled. On Tuesday I fell. I was holding onto the counter reaching for the phone and stepped the wrong way. My toe bent and I heard a snap and then immediately I felt numbness, so, on Wednesday my dad took me to the ER after a call to the health line. The doctor said there was no fracture or broken toe, but by Wednesday evening at work I was crying because I was in so much pain. Now I can take a fair bit of pain, my shoulder has been an 8-9 on a scale of 1-10 and I have never shed a tear (when other people were around) yet I balled over this. That speaks volume. Yesterday, it seemed slightly better and then today when I went to PT, she looked at it and said "it looks more bent then your other toes." Yikes! By this afternoon my whole foot hurt. Finally, my boss said that if I needed to go to the doctor or whatever, we could go, so I was going to but, of course I had to try and discuss with mom/dad while they were at work so they knew what was going on. Finally, I just cried. I hurt, I was frustrated, I was stressed. My boss finally said call your dad and tell him you need to go to the doctor because this isn't you and you're not ok. He's working. Boss offered to take me after work but, in all honesty I felt bad making him take me so, I avoided the question. I apologized and said that I was sorry for the drama (by no means were they mad, but I just felt badly) Anyways, my point is this is just a tidbit of what my week has been like and then as I went to phone mom, my phone died.
Prayers for a way better week at work and way less anxiety and peace are MUCH appreciated.
